Seasons change, time flies, people move on...new year, new plans, new dreams, the world never stops, but I did. I am so scare of believing that is true, that you are no coming back for real. Tears stream down my face when I think about it, when something inside of me keeps telling me you are gone forever, please!!! God help me understand this...so hard... so unreal.  Our lives have change forever with your departure, not in my wildest dreams  I could ever imagine about you living this earth so soon, I miss you baby...your kids miss you too.