I miss you

 I can't think about anything else today but how much I miss you...Its pain what I feel in my heart deep, deep pain.  How can I live without you, I don't know, everyday I struggle thinking in all the things that we used to do together, a day like today...we should be here at home enjoying our kids together, we should be enjoying the snow, the fireplace.  I miss you!!! I need you!!! I want you here!!! I want you back, so bad, I know all the people the love you would trade anything to bring you back, so do I.  Acceptance...not yet, I don't know where or how, I guess someday I will have no other choice but to let you go, but for now, I am here grieving and missing you everyday even more.  I love you chancho.