I miss you sweetheart...

Every month during this days is like automatic pain. My heart feels really heavy and I have shortness of breath. I can help missing you so much, I can't breath! I miss you, like anything in the world, I've being strong for you because I know you'll be proud of me, but some days like today I just wanna be with you...and I can't! How am I supposed to deal with this feelings? how can I be strong enough? how am I supposed to live without you? Love you so much...