Monday, December 24, 2007

Our first Christmas without you

This is our first Christmas without you, there was a void, a surreal emptiness beyond  comprehension.  I am here writing you this because I miss you so bad.  My heart is aching for me and the kids, they don't understand yet the magnitude of your loss.
Tomorrow you won't be here, to help your son with his new toys, to put the batteries in some of them, to tech how to build or how to ride or just to enjoy his surprised face.  We all are grieving inside, our hearts are broken in pieces wondering why, why this year, why so young, why you, why us, why?...why? I hope you are celebrating today Jesus Birthday  right beside Him and the Apostles, that is the ultimate comfort, knowing that you are in Heaven looking after us, because you were not physically but spiritually here, I felt your presence among us and that comfort me.  I love you, your kids love you, Merry Christmas my love.

No comments: