Dear Dorito

Its still soo hard to accept that you're gone! I wish I knew how to accept it! I miss you soo much! Its soo weird to think that you're gone to think that you're gone from this earth. But we know that you're with our Heavenly Father in a better place. Alvaro you were soo full of life and such an amazing brother to me. I have sooooo many wonderful memories together always laughing and cracking jokes on the family. You always wanted to be a better person! And you were to your dying day the best brother I could have ever asked for. I will try to accept your passing to the best of my ability and I know truly that only God and help me come to terms with all of this. You are forever in my heart - even if sometimes its too painful to think of you. I carry you and your memories in my heart ALWAYS!

Last night I was listening to Amor Eterno by Rosio Durcal. I love that song but its a tough song to listen to bc I'm living that pain she sings about with your death.

I really wish that you could be here now but I know that not the Lord's will.

You are forever in my heart! Te extraño como a nunca nadie he extrañado!

Hope of what is to come...

The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God! He give us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain. 1 Corinthians 15:56-58

Sorrow...

Today, while cleaning my basement, moving things around I found this song next to your guitar. How ironic is this, you loved Alter Bridge, I found the CD in your car...I never listened to it..until today, and you were learning how to play this song in the guitar...It hits me really hard, like a knife in my heart, but is like you unconsciously knew how I'll feel. I hate this from happening...I miss you so much, I don't know how to live without you!


"In Loving Memory"

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

Hi

Hi Brother! I miss you so much! You are forever in my heart and thoughts! I dont like to think about the fact that you are gone! I look at your picture and my heart aches - to be honest I have to look away bc the pain is too much to bear. You will never be forgotten - NEVER! How could we forget you! I miss you so much!

I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!

Varo, today is six months that you felt us. Today is the day that you meet our heavelnly father....I miss you so much.......my heart is in so much pain and I want to see you and hug you again. I love you so much, it breaks my heart to read all that is in this blog.
On valentines I cried so much because I remember how romantic your were and how much you loved Gina and the kids.
We all are in pain, we all miss you so much.

Harold, Olguita and myself are going to visit our parents soon and is going and we are going to be incomplete because you are not going to be with us.......I don't know how are we going to be able to resit this, because our family is not complete without you. We are going to miss you so much!! My boys are allways sending you kisses and I look at your pictures and you look so alive that is almost impossible to think that you are not alive any more.

Te amo siempre
tu chancha murruca dedos chatos

I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!

Praise You in This Storm by Casting Crowns

I was sure by now

That you would have reach down

And wipe our tears away

Stepped in and save the day

But once again, I say "Amen"

And it's still raining

As the thunder rolls

I barely hear You whisper

through the rain

"I'm with you"

and as Your mercy falls

I raise my hands and praise 

the God the gives

And takes away

I'll will praise You in this storm

And I will lift my hands

for You are who You are

No matter where I am

Every tear I've cried

You hold in Your hand

You never left my side

And though my heart is torn

I'll praise you in this storm

I remember when

I stumbled in the wind

You herd my cry

You raise me up again

My strength is almost gone

How can I carry on 

If I can't find You

As the thunder roll

I barely hear the whisper 

through the rain

"I am with you"

and as Your mercy falls

I raise my hands and

praise the God that gives

and takes away

I'll praise You in this storm

And I will lift my hands

For You are who You are

No matter where I am

Every tear I've cried

You hold in your hand

You never left my side

and though my heart is torn

I will praise You in this storm

I lift my eyes into the hills

Where does my help come from?

My help comes from the Lord

The maker of Heaven and Earth

I lift my eyes into the hills

Where does my help come from?

My help comes from the Lord

The maker of Heaven and Earth

I'll praise You in this storm

And I will lift  my hands

For You are Who you are

No matter where I am

Every tear I've cried

You hold in your hand

You never left my side

And though my heart is thorn

I will praise You in this storm

And though my heart is torn

I'll praise You in this storm